And, as I expected, I didn't pass. But even as I expected it, I couldn't help but feel a bit downtrodden and worried. I belong in a family that is intelligent, with the exception of me. No matter how many people would tell me otherwise, it's impossible to see as I know I'm average intellectually.
But of course, parents being parents, they chose to believe otherwise. They know I'm going to pass Ateneo but I really am uncertain.
I just don't want to disappoint them.
I sort of already feel like the black sheep in the family. The black sheep who can't even properly talk about anything with her family, which is kind of sad now that I think about it.
Just needed to put it out there.
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year's, everybody!
Congratulations to those who passed University of the Philippines!
PS- just realized but on this day last year, I wrote my first journal entry. Whoa! I also got a Nightwing doll for Christmas. Isn't that cool?